today is a super duper sad day for me...
i can't seem to cheer up..
i dunno wad to do lei.. help me plz..
nvm..
today morning.. woke up.. nvr lai chuang lei..
then got to band before the room opened..
see i so guai and punctual..
then played sunrise on the timpani which i think that tempo was wrong ..
nvr watch conductor ba..
must watch score too..
sry everyone..
then must rush to mallet to play with flute solo...
run here and there..
LOLx.then lucky..
JOE AND PY arrived.
in time for seventh night..
heng..
went back to class after that.
nvr really slept today in class..
as usual..
miss lim come to class started screaming at us..
we were so noisy..
school life so sian de lor..
soon after class le..
went for a soccer match with 2E
won them score is 2-1
i suck lor..
nvrr score. almost score only...
then got one is miss LOL..
went to band after that...
mr png said so much things that really gan dong lol..
say so long till 5.30 then break.. for 15min..
mother called..
answer the phone..
scolded me cuz of tuition yesterday...
too tired nvr concentrate..
teacher complained..
then today get scolded..
say wad nvr pay attention...
wad nvr know how much they pay each month..
everything they tried to help me help le.. but i like nvr appreciate..
then say till like i laze around.. slack around..
dun want study everytime game game game...
haiz... i ren very long le..
i didn't noe wad to do...
i want vent it out..
can't seem to do so....
scold till i cry a little...
shhhh dun tell ppl..
haiz...
everytime liddat...
one day nvr scold will die..
then keep scolding..
i dunno how also lar...
they dun noe wad i am facing now..
how tired i am..
how much problems i have in school works..
in homework..
in maths..
they dun believe me in anything i say de..
everything is my fault..
all me...
nvr think of how i feel de lor..
dunno why they want like that treat me..
brother nvr see him like that..
all i wrong de...
nvm..
then after break...
went back..
my png edited some of sunrise score..
then went through seventh night...
the two new mallets is so heavy..so much vibrations and bouncy..
after tat..
went to cp ..
ate dinner..
then waiting for bus 80 with mt..
went home in that bus..
everytime i alight first then leave her behind..
i so bad...
reach home..
parents continue nagging and scolding..
wad i nvr tell them things happening in school...
everything all kinds of shit..
haiz..cry le lar..
everybody like that..
BANDITz help me plz...
i should nto care abt parents but why i still so sad...
why why why...
so stupid lor them..
haiz..
nothing le ..
chionging 5 compo now..
nothing else le..
bye...
nitex everyone..
shui hao yi dian..
anyway..
BAND MEMBERS...
JIA YOU FOR SYF...
we can do it de... whee
bye...
posted by bandpie @ 9:20 PM
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